not here anymore

Saturday, August 30, 2003

well first training with kuangyi for me today. was kinda slack. considering i missed about half of it cuz couldn't play.. hmm. yeah, ok.. like how many ppl do we have to chop anyway? so there'll be 10 of us now.. high potential for more to go.. not enough ppl for training liao lah. we'll make do.

went home and slept till 4+. din realise it was so late.. so din do much today. dunnoe why so sleepy also.. the more i sleep, the sleepier i get. argh.

this weekend seems slackish.. cuz it's so long then only got chem test to study for.. yeah well i haven't yet started on chem for that matter. oh, and gp essay. ok got time lah..i hope. can't seem to get started. help.. sheesh.

can see the hols coming up.. will be packed i can also see.. can't imagine mugging everyday but guess that's what i'll have to do.. damn. crap.

Friday, August 29, 2003

what a day. teachers' day in rj not bad.. went ri din even talk much to teachers.. cuz really a lot of ppl.. so just said hi.. yep then played soccer for damn long.. damn fun.. you know it's damn ironic cuz everytime in rj we'd say how much we miss the astro and all that.. then when we finally go back ri we played field soccer lor.. hmm strange isn't it?

doctors with crappy attitude should be banned. like the one i went to to check my arm.. only wanted a referral then she must screw around so much.. wth.. screw off lah.. such ppl with shit attitude ought to be taken out. ok then went library study a bit.. was crazy from there.. sorry thanks wow... to a different level.

Thursday, August 28, 2003

oh well, feeling the effects of not being able to play.. damn la.. ok, control. anyway was kinda slack today.. must be the long weekend coming up.. yep rox. happy teachers day all!!! owe lots to all past and present teachers.. you all rock.. most anyway.. haha. hope it's great fun tomolo..

you know.. it's that feeling again.. unsure and stuff. scared.. hum ji maybe? oh well... yeah. whatever will be will be.. and actually we can make it be.. haha i'm talking cock again.. don ask.. heh.

looking forward to long weekend.. 4 days leh.. think i'll slack a bit.. a bit lah.. ok maybe some bit.. must mug also.. must find some time.. haha

Wednesday, August 27, 2003

i live by my rules. i am who i am.

missed me? haha, i'll cut the crap.. anyway, couple of reasons for my absence.. one, need to study for tests.. two, fear of viruses.. yeah. should be able to do not too badly for maths and phy.. bio on the other hand.. hmm will be lucky not to get single digit.. serious.. kinda shocked cuz din noe whole first page.. and half the rest.. ok, more than half.. will have to get much work done to freaking improve my bio. man it's hard.. shit, screwed my arm further today.. school was over at 1145.. woohoo.. then went play bball.. then shit. jumped and arrrgh.. the pain. today was the worst since that day.. damn. bloody shit.. really pissed offf at myself.. more discipline can? now can't play for even longer.. screw!! then kuang ngee came today.. arrgh. i was the only one who missed training lorh.. like everyone turned up.. everyone. even those i don see. yes, how screwed.. pissed off. damn shit. now now, arm pain, bio bad.. man.. at least some stuff's better.. hmm. jia you!